01
QUIET COMPLAINT
[Koukonen]
in this war of the angels
like a devil I hold the king's card
down, taken out
guards of tongue failed on my watch
it's all fucking lost cause
now bring in the one last storm
no need for the dagger drawn
too far from where I belong
of the times we tied to the day of our demise
I now bleed this out for you
all the tears we cried
through the vengeance we defied
never again to be the same no more
WE WALKED ON FIRE
INHALED DESIRE
CAN YOU RECALL
HOW IT BURNED OUT IN A SECOND
IN THIS MEMORY OF THE DEAD I SCREAM THIS
QUIET COMPLAINT
tearing me down now
I feel none, fucking hypocrite
new dawn bring in the thunder
it's like a rise of an ever grey sun
how long will I fight with this single moment
so far already frozen from being so cold myself
no more - please heal me
no more
I want you
not that far
please heal me
02
THE LAST OF US
[Hyvönen]
we were given all once into our hands
we explored the chances to make it last
we discovered a way to integrate
we stopped, rewinded, repeated everything
days of glory turning to extinction
only the strong will survive this fall
every wave is new until it breaks
they say there'll come the day
there will come the day
EVEN THE LAST OF US WILL FALL
PROUD OF WHAT WE STOOD FOR
THE DAY THAT WE WILL BE GONE
PROUD OF WE STILL STAND FOR
this is the last of us
I have prayed for the gods and seven seas
these are the last of us
I sacrificed my love and all my dreams
I have sailed from my safe harbors
catching trade winds on my sails
and then they say there will come the day
this is the last of us
we are the haunted, dead or alive
these are the last of us
this is where we stand 'till the end to come
take my hand and we end this one
we, the last of us
03
ARCHITECTS
[Hyvönen, Koukonen]
now look what have we done
built our castles to overcome
the nature of life
all the tears of the sun
despite the fact we are mortal
seeking meaning in eternity we fall
sky is falling on our own land
still we seek the saviors outside
sand is pouring through our cold hands
but all we do is we keep up the fight on - fight on each other
only victims of our own damn wars
hatred - how much is evermore
when we're only hanging by a thread so far
the lost time is never found again
so now inhale the devil's breath
now look where we have come
lost the picture, the hope is done
the nature of being
all the fear, all the grief
so blind in this one present moment
we forget to praise our entity
FALLING HEARTS PAIN INSTALLED
WE ARE THE ARCHITECTS OF OUR OWN FALL
the amount of all this lust
has killed the honor and the trust
we are living in a world full of this fucking vainglory
no longer guided by the stars
we're only victims of our wars
what's with the sanity
now find some fucking grace in your fury
04
WE FORM THE BROKEN
[Koukonen]
you
already burned down the town of our ghosts, I know
the bridges of our hope they fall, broken
IF YOU PICK UP THE PIECES
LIKE FALLEN LEAVES ON THE GROUND
CAN YOU FEEL MY DARKNESS AS YOUR SUN
IF IT ALL GOES DOWN TO THE SAME OLD STORY
NOW I KNOW IT ALL
NOW I KNOW THAT ALL
IS FAIR IN THE LOVE AND WAR
this foundation of a solitude
a brick after another brick
either heaven or hell
still built to be my haven
like living in a déjà vu
with everything I see in you
only a rain on parade
so feel the doom when I'm here with you
oh how we fall in these hearts of the ghosts
oh how we form the broken
I guess the silence is golden if you feel none
heart of a frozen is easier to hold on
all for the broken
we form the broken now
many dreams we've drowned in the past
many narrow lines never made us last
together we form the broken
and heal our wings on our own
05
REMNANTS
[Miika Saari, Hyvönen]
since the day one it was to become
my path of misery, a fading memory
this time I wrote down every single word you said
so that on the edge I can remember everything
there is truth that lives, there is truth that dies
it was in your hands, guess you chose your side
it wasn't all for nothing, a grace is to be found
the only shining bright
is the future we walk no more side by side
walking blind towards our fate
in the depths of the darkness all is grey
the glimmer light, weak and vague
when you wake up it's all too late
your life is slipping away
from the playgrounds
to the darkest hours
where the road is paved
with the acts of hate
blood will be spilled as you fade away
it is all gone whatever was left to take
as the predator has now become the prey
SILENT SCREAMS
CRIES FOR HOPE
NO ONE ANSWERS FROM ABOVE
THE END OF EVERYTHING
WILL BE A BLESSING WHEN YOU’RE GONE
AND NO ONE’S MISSING THE LIFE YOU'VE STAINED
standing scarred bound into our fate
losing the fight and the mind is made
the final sacrifice is yours but mine to take
as you never stood a single chance against me
I stand here call me a renegade
got to love all the mess that you've fucking made
when you never stood a single chance against me
06
SIX FEET SAVIOR
[Koukonen]
where did you go now
where the fuck did you disappear
now that we need you
a glimpse of heaven right down here
you're all little far from home here
sorrow - blinded - cruelty
do we need bloody savior
no more than false fires
WHERE DID YOU GO NOW WHY DID YOU DISAPPEAR
BEG YOU TO SPARE ME
OR CRUCIFY ME NOW RIGHT HERE
NOW HOW WE LIVE HERE
HOW DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL
WHEN ALL YOUR ANGELS FLEW AWAY IN TEARS
OR DROWNED IN WORLD OF FEAR
I will never bow to you
like you will never bleed for me
rule number one in life
never be the number two
but the old habits die hard
when you're the bringer of the storm and i am flying above
six feet - believed to be my savior
no faith choke down on me
I find my intuition
withering down right here
if I sell you all my sins
I heal, you leave me be
death my salvation
do we have a deal
I will never bow to you
like you will never bleed for me
second of the rules of life
never skip the truth of one
but the old habits die hard
07
TIMES WE HAD
[Hyvönen]
if we come to face the days
of falling skies and burning seas
will you be there holding my hand guiding me
if we come to face the days
of dying hope and broken dreams
will you count on me if I will
guide you through
no matter how far we are
we will always have this life
no matter how far we've come
we will always be connected
THE TIMES WE HAD
THEY‘LL NEVER COME BACK
UNLESS WE TRY OUR BEST
TO GET RID, TO SEE THROUGH OUR PAST
TIMES WE HAD
GUESS THEY ONLY FALL DOWN TO ME
DOWN TO YOU
AS AN ENDLESS TRUTH
it was clear from start
that I will end up scarred
like no one here before
you sure will leave a mark
but I will carry my wounds that no one else can see
asking only question how this life could have been
you are my river - my land
air that I breathe - the trees that stand
you are the stars - my moon
my everything - the end of me
you are my river
you are my land
the air that I breathe the trees that stand you are the stars
my moon, my endless truth you are my everything the end of me
08
DIVINIA
[Hyvönen]
I have lost all the signs that I followed
light in horizon has faded away
now I'm left without no soul, no companion
trusting only myself on this very day
guess I'm a man
who already blew his shots
still aiming at all directions
against every single odd
I HAVE DRANK FROM THE WELL OF THE GODS OF THE LOST
AND SUDDENLY IT SEEMS SO CLEAR
NOW THAT I'M LEAVING ALONE I WILL
FOREVER DRIFT HERE
all of regrets goddamn meaningless
when I turn the page, when the skin recreates
I have seen the light afar from this darkness
and it shines my steps to the future where my heart is
my heart is where my home is
so can you feel it when
I am leaving and i'm asking you to follow me
I am asking you to follow me
all of my life
I've done my best to beat the rest
but the biggest of all the rivals found within myself
I am leaving and i'm asking you to follow me
I'm asking you to follow me
with everything in my hands
I have never been satisfied
my paradox, oh my path
this is my true paradigm
all of my life
I've done my best to beat the rest
and there is this fucking rival
- myself
my heart is where my home is
so can you feel it
will you still feel it
09
REQUIEM OF OUR LAST DAYS
[Koukonen, Silvonen]
in fear
last chapters of our hope
these are my final words
I've waited evermore
and you were not there for me
in tears
we were cain and the snake
we faced these same mistakes
I've waited evermore
this is my one last serenade
A SOLDIER FROM OUR PAST OH FATHER OF TIME
THESE ARE MY LAST DAYS
I HAVE MORE WORDS LEFT THAN HAVE DAYS
AND SO I CHOKE IN
in grace
my scars grew deep and old
they no more make no sound
this is of the requiem of our century
there's only so much pain
as there is salvation
we seek it through our,
we seek it through our hopes
we fall, we fall out of this grandeur
lo and behold
hearts and souls
they will cry evermore
when there is no tomorrow
when we crawl through the times, oh so sour
alone we face ourselves
the only crestfallen
we're the ones with broken reality
when every morale is built on hypocrisy
not one - no one
will ever be writing history
come and carry me into the night
in the cradle of eve hold me this one last time
no love - no trust
never together but maybe we’ll meet in hell
I'll take you down
it's like an avalanche
the way you brought it out
only killed your lonely shouts
there's no more
your little paradise
you have shown
every shade of disgrace
this is the world
the only paradigm
time to rise, time to fall, time to carry on
this is the war
oh little seraphim
there is only the monolith of solitude
on this hour they declare a war
may love now take back the place
to tie hands from being apart
to become one
lo and behold
hearts and souls
they will cry cry so evermore
as we fall down through these skies of no hope
we paint the chapters of our own
when we cry in times of desperation
we have nothing we can heal
TRACK BY TRACK
01 - QUIET COMPLAINT - lyrics by Koukonen
Quiet Complaint is a song that was one of the favourites for all of us from the very beginning. Because of this, it was also the first song for this album I wrote the lyrics and did the vocal production. When I started with this, I still wasn't really sure what this album will be about and I just decided to go really personal with the lyrics this time. There is no need to open this up line by line but it's all about something I just had to put out into a song at the time. This is all about the inner vortex in a situation where human relations around you start falling apart. All because of you, not realising to walk away from certain factors and situations in your life you really don't belong into, nor feel happy about. All of this then escalating to a point where mentally it feels like you are the only fucking issue of the mankind. Quiet Complaint was originally not supposed to be the record-opener but we struggled a little with the song order and decided to go straight into the business on this record, so there you have it.
02 - THE LAST OF US - lyrics by Hyvönen
The Last of Us describes the inevitable end, which we are basically already experiencing. I came up with this lyrical theme after reading Elisabeth Kolbert’s “The Sixth Extinction”. It might be rude to say, but as a human race we definitely would need some kind of a total shock to get the understanding of what we are doing. It is actually unbelievable how in such a short period of time of walking on this earth we have almost perfectly managed to ruin our possibilities for the bright future. We tend not to learn: we might stop, but we always rewind to the start and repeat our mistakes. At the same time we are always ready to sacrifice everything we have for the sake of success and still be proud of it until our last breath. When I first heard the demo of this song I secretly wished that this lyrical theme would end up to it. Luckily also Koukonen had the same thought and I personally think that he succeeded to make one of the best vocal arrangements so far in our history with this song. Silvonen is also giving a great additional feeling with his melodic and clean vocals in the first verse and chorus. This song was originally recorded as a bonus track for the album but it turned out to become something much more than that.
03 - ARCHITECTS - lyrics by Hyvönen / Koukonen
Architects is a some kind of statement of this time. It refers to the problems and distress of the world, but at the same time highlights the point of view, that we only blame each other. We are not taking any responsibility of our own actions, even though we would have the keys in our hands to make a difference. We are only wasting our time and energy on social media spreading our useless opinions in every matter of this life and triggering hate with even bigger hate. No one is offering solutions, only pointing fingers. Instead of building bridges people are building barriers and only gathering their troops for even bigger confrontation. I feel disgusted. From a political point of view I truly don’t see the difference in the message we hear from the far sides of the field. No matter if you take a look in the left or right, you only see these selfish clones, who blindly and brutally are pushing forward their own political agenda. Well, as the lyric states out, I guess we deserve that all: we are the architects of our own fall.
04 - WE FORM THE BROKEN - lyrics by Koukonen
I'm here for you, you're in a solitude, so together we form the broken. Kind of a memoir, kind of a statement of what you've been through, how you know things will end, and kind of a simple love song in the deepest of all the meanings. It's a one to follow my style of writing with this certain straight-forward honesty, from my own life. There's something new for our sound here, as I simply wanted to get crucified by all the extremely pure metalheads with the whining clean intro here. This was one of the first new songs for this album.
05 - REMNANTS - lyrics by Miika Saari / Hyvönen
Remnants is a song that originates to back in the days, 2009 maybe. We actually even played an early version of this song live one time but it didn't really fit anywhere and we couldn't get it sound tight enough so it was left out from our production at the time. Antti decided to give it a little facelift during "HEAL" pre-production, and being something so different, it ended up on this album to give a great variety with being a more rhythmic song with completely new vocal arrangements. Miika is a good friend of us, has done a lot of background work for us on cover arts, gigs etc. and it was discussed at some point that if he'd got something to say lyrically, bring it in and let's see if we can make it fit. Hyvönen had some great lines to fulfil the text. The complete story? It was a hell, guaranteed.
06 - SIX FEET SAVIOR - lyrics by Koukonen
The old habits die hard. It's about being your own god, and that's pretty much all there is to it.
07 - TIMES WE HAD - lyrics by Hyvönen
The lyrics of this song are meant to uncover what is universal, unconditional and unselfish love. Not a most common theme for a lyric of a metal piece, but somehow these melancholic words fit in with the floating atmosphere of the song. Times we had describes this feeling in good and in bad: healing and killing at the same time, the thin line between wanting and needing and the paradox of living with or without. The object of love in this particular song is praised through a never ending connection, that no distance or time can’t change. Many definitely may relate to that, no matter whatever the object is in ones life. But to make the story of this song bitter sweet perfect, everything is left open and without a solution, repeating again and again through a lifetime just like a curse.
08 - DIVINIA - lyrics by Hyvönen
From a lyrical perspective Divinia is a controversial song. It combines themes from perseverance, determination and almightiness to pretty dark thoughts of ending and leaving everything. The origin of the text is actually pretty old, but it has evolved and got some additions through times. Still, the main message of the song has stayed the same: everyone has his or her own ghosts that haunt and own battles to fight. The trick is to try to live with them. In my opinion, there is a one fundamental question to solve in life: who will you follow? I see it in a way, that you either obey to act as expected or you simply choose to follow yourself. Whatever it is then, no matter what path we choose to walk, we should face everything that may come. The song describes the view of the life, where you have decided to follow only yourself and where everything is about achieving, succeeding, competing, winning and hating losing. Those are the primary factors or drugs, that keep you moving and it is just like with all the other intoxicants: without them you feel totally incomplete and faint, deeply incapable and unsatisfied. These are maybe the most personal lyrics I have written.
09 - REQUIEM OF OUR LAST DAYS - lyrics by Koukonen / Silvonen
Time is a big symbol and allegory for heal on this whole record and this song is about running out of it, as all of us unfortunately will sooner or later. This is the song where you go through the fear and faith, joy and anger, up's and down's of your life and in the end knowledge there is, after all, nothing we can heal. It really is a rollercoaster ride with so many different atmospheres, and obviously the long run to close the album.